Just do it. Do it afraid. Take courage, my heart. Be courageous. God did not give you a spirit of fear... Doesn't all of that sound great, in theory? Can one of you tell me how to apply that? Does this mean, I talk myself out of it? Does this mean, I repeat it and therefore I am IT. What does this mean exactly? The truth is, I say these very things to myself and others, if I'm honest. I'm all for TRUTH and these statements are true but when your heart hasn't caught up to what your mind already knows, what do you do? I'm at a loss for words which is ironic because this blog needs to be written. I am working through these emotions as I write. Tomorrow I have a boxing class and will release any tension I might have all the more while there but right now, I just want to put my thoughts here - for you to see, for me to acknowledge. I consider myself a vocal person, however I wasn't always like that. That took lots of work (layers of healing & f...